Day before yesterday I did something for myself and I wore makeup for the first time in almost 2 years and when my…

Men are a pain in the ass like, no lie.🙄 Mines does the same thing and as soon I as I post a picture all of a sudden I've committed a crime🙄

@kyns.muva right! Like this is the only social media I even have, i cut everyone out of my life to appease him because apparently I didn't have friends, only fans..bs. God I regret so much. I'm really trying not to be bitter about it, but I am. Trying to work through it all in therapy, but if he doesn't show more effort in this marriage then I'm out. I'm tired of being derailed for being me

@familygrown exactly! Like didn't u meet me a certain kind of way, doing certain things? I let everything/one go for him! All my interests , out the door ✌, and nothing is ever enough.

I think it's a issue within theirselves 🙄 we're just simply good for their ego

@kyns.muva we were already married before I found out that I'm not even his type anyway, he prefers beautiful ebony women like yourself... Which I can't even begin to compare to. (Defiantly a compliment btw)

Idk why he fights to stay with me when I've tried ro end it when he knows I'm not what he wants any damn way...smh

@kyns.muva I think you are absolutely right madam!

@kyns.muva sounds to me like we might have a lot in common as far as our dudes go and their lack of appreciation/understanding. I bet you're smart as hell too. Love does weird shit to the brain, especially in the begining

@familygrown definitely the truth.. ✊we'll get it together hopefully Sooner than later. And honestly ( I look so much better than him😂) so the chances of me finding someone worth my while are so very high😊

@kyns.muva haha yeah eventually! My guy is handsome as can be, definitely the most attractive man I've been with, but his way of thinking kills me sometimes. He always thinks I'm up to something if I get mad about whatever, but the truth is if I'm not with him I would much rather be alone (with my son of course). I know who I am when Its just me, i get lost in love way too deep and thats my biggest downfall. Besides I can barely make time to eat or use the bathroom, where he thinks I find the time to fuck around, especially living in a place where I know no one, is beyond me! I'd rather work or drink by myself than to try dating ever again 😂