Beginning to feel like having a vbac may turn into a fight. They were all supportive and now it seems that only one is truly supportive.
I got sent to the hospital yesterday right after my appointment. They said my bp was 140/100 but when I got to the hospital my bp was 127/81. They sent me home with a 24hr urine collection. The ob on call that I thought was supportive said that on Friday if it comes back as I have pre e then she wants to start an induction using Foley bulb but that she isn't comfortable doing anything else except breaking my waters. Should I not have pre e then I get to go home. But then I have my glucose 3hr on Sat and she said if I fail my glucose she doesn't want to induce because then the baby could have broad shoulders. That she would want to just do a csection. I'm still so frustrated over this conversation. All I can do is hope everything is fine. They even did a growth scan and I was quick to say how this baby is actually smaller than my other 2. Which I feel like isn't what she wanted.
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
Toke my glucose test yesterday and today I got my results sent to me and it was 102. What does this mean ? Do I have diabetes?

Took this lastnight...and I'm not sure how I should feel. I've made a terrible mistake by having sex so soon after having a baby but it has made such a precious thing. I really don't want to have an abortion but my Fiancé does. I understand why he wants to go that route but I just would feel absolutely terrible about doing that. I cried all night...I really don't know what to do. PLEASE NO JUDGING IM ONLY POSTING THIS FOR SUPPORT.
Is it werid that i check my wife's recently used emojis to see which ones she sent and ask her who she sent them to???