I don’t have any close friends here that I can actually vent to can’t vent to my boyfriend!!! Ugh...…

I don’t have any close friends here that I can actually vent to can’t vent to my boyfriend!!! Ugh... So now I just feel like he just pulled the rug from under my feet.. he asked me to marry him I said yes without a ring, and then we went and got our marriage papers filled them out send it in AND nothing happened!!! Now he don’t trust me!!!! I feel like we back a square one!!!