I keep trying to give the new baby’s dad a chance and he keeps failing me, cussing and screaming at me, being cheap and selfish, cheating both emotionally and physically, and now he decides to tell me that I suck at parenting my 7 year old son because i let him stay up a little later on spring break watching a movie in bed ? Ugh i hate this guy but love him at the same time but i feel like i love what isn’t real, and in reality over the time we’ve been together it’s actually only been pain. I hate him. I wish i could cut the chord i have attached to him so i don’t keep going back to him, but being pregnant and single is scary and lonely. I’m glad i have good jobs and my own place now but i worry about when the baby comes being alone.

Sorry for venting