2 cups of coffee, 2 midol complete, pizza for lunch and I still don’t feel much better. The “fun”…

2 cups of coffee, 2 midol complete, pizza for lunch and I still don’t feel much better. The “fun” part of being a woman has been affecting me for about two weeks or so. This might be tmi but pms is a real thing and even though that is all I will get (depo shot causes no monthly aunt flo for me) it still hits like a punch to the face. I have been living on the couch so to speak with zero drive to do anything else. I want to workout, I want to have energy and go do fun things, but my excuse is pms knocks me down and I become a slave to it’s symptoms. I want to be real because for me this has always been the part I would dread each month. No amount of different birth control has ever made me feel any better about these symptoms. They hit hard and I always give in, nothing I’ve tried (and I’ve tried so many things) has ever given me the comfort to be able to adult 🤣 all I want is to feel even a fraction like myself. Today I have been so irritated at everything. My poor family probably would say I resemble a dragon ready to breathe fire. Maybe a bath or nap will give me the pick me up I need, because if not most likely I’ll be perched on the couch with a controller in hand, shooting cultists on far cry 5 to take out my frustration so I don’t lash out. #pmsbegone #womanproblems #givemecomfort #mommyneedsrelief #farcry5formyfrustration #pizzadidnthelp #midolpleasesaveme #ineedenergynow #needrelieftoworkout #mommyneedsahotbath