So I found out my partner made a dating account while we were on a break ( bearing in mind I made it clear to him we…

So I found out my partner made a dating account while we were on a break ( bearing in mind I made it clear to him we were still together I just needed some time away from him) and when I found out my heart broke he reckons he forgot but I asked him why he had basically the same picture like 15 times and he told me it was nothing yet he knew he'd used them for that profile and never bothered to tell me now all this has happened I suddenly really really miss my daughter's dad even though he's the reason for my insecurities I'm so confused I know it's only because I've been hurt by my partners actions but I hate my daughter's dad's guts so why I'm missing him I don't know 😭😭😭😭