So I’m kinda expecting to get pre-e again it’s just a waiting game for when she wants to show her true ugly face. I’ve…

So I’m kinda expecting to get pre-e again it’s just a waiting game for when she wants to show her true ugly face. I’ve been having a lot is swelling lately, blood pressure has been through the roof and doc told me this morning at my OB appointment that I had traces of protein in my urine.... :/ just hoping it doesn’t get worse and she can keep cooking in my belly for a couple more weeks but she ordered me a growth ultrasound to be done in the next couple weeks just Incase she has to come early..... stupid thing is, is I’ve been having a bad feeling the past week she is going to come early and I’ve dreamt about it the past two nights that she was born at 27 weeks and I died.... hoping I’m wrong about these feeling but idk because I was right about the feelings I got with my son when he was born prematurely