I make myself look happy on the outside so everyone won't realize just how broken on the inside I am. 2-1-18 the worse…
I make myself look happy on the outside so everyone won't realize just how broken on the inside I am. 2-1-18 the worse day of my life. 😢💔💔💔💔I miss the other half of my heart. No one is suppose to outlive there children. It's the worse pain I've ever felt in my life. During the day and night when all I want to do is fall to my knees and scream at god and beg him to tell my why he took my Weston I think of his twin my little fighter still in the hospital and him coming home is the only thing that keeps me going. He's so strong and he may not know it now but he makes me stronger too. 😢I see some of the things in Waylon that I actually got to see in weston. If it wasn't for him idk what in the world I would do.
Naty·
Мама дочки (1 год)
Oh darling 😪 words can't describe how sorry I'm for your lost,I can't imagine this pain, but I pray for you 💗 and you will see with time it's gonna be easier ,for everything is happening is the reason in our lifes. Maybe you should adopt a child and raise as your little Weston?! It's just small idea you don't need agree with this
Destiny·
Мама двоих (младенец)
@momboo, he has a twin. His name is Waylon. He's still in the hospital though. I'll hopefully feel less broken when he gets to come home. Seeing him makes me feel better but I'm not very close to the hospital and I have to depend on his father for a ride up there for the moment so I don't get to see him as often as I'd like.
Naty·
Мама дочки (1 год)
@destiny7685 maybe bus drives or Uber or Lyft? Then you don't need depend on anyone
Jennifer·
@destiny7685 My heart breaks for you. Weston was a beautiful baby and he will always be a angel watching over you and his brother Waylon forever. You are one strong momma and soon baby Waylon will be home. I know you are so proud of him he is such a beautiful strong fighter and he will always know that there’s a beautiful angel is watching over him. God bless you and Waylon. ❤️
sherry S·
Think positive 👼 surround you honey!
Claudia💁🏽·
My heart is breaking for you. I know there are no words to make you feel better 😪😪 I’m sooo sorry for your loss. I’d be praying for you and your family 🙏🏾
Deleted·
Destiny this made me cry :(
M·
@destiny7685, girl I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet little baby. Please feel free to inbox me about anything you need. I lost my little boy a year and a half ago and understand this pain a little too well. May God bless you and give you strength. 💕🙏🏼
Destiny·
Мама двоих (младенец)
@jennifer.mom.of.2, thank you
Destiny·
Мама двоих (младенец)
@sherrynygirl, thank you
Destiny·
Мама двоих (младенец)
@mckallalynn.., I was crying my eyes out when I typed that. I'm use to keeping everything bottled up inside of me. That's what I've done my entire life and eventually it makes me snap and say things I don't mean so I figured maybe I could try to actually talk about it. Well you know how I am you've seen it a few times and heard a lot about it.
Destiny·
Мама двоих (младенец)
@mrs.a, thank you and I'm sorry to you as well. Same to you if you need someone to talk to just inbox me. I know some days are a whole lot harder then others. I know you still feel hurt even after almost two years of losing him. I enjoy helping people. It actually makes me feel better. So don't feel like you would be bothering me or anything.