I’m so upset and uncomfortable with my saggy fat belly and just being huge overall I hate it iv…

I’m so upset and uncomfortable with my saggy fat belly and just being huge overall I hate it iv always been thick but was in a bad relationship 2 years ago and really let myself go then got out and lost 70 lbs and got pregnant with my now husband I hate my body now I feel fat ugly nd old it sucks but I can’t seem to be motivated to work out or eat clean idk what’s wrong with me I’m just a lazy ass turd now who hates leaving the house ! I want to be small again and be Confident and feel good not be huge I’m the biggest iv ever Ben in my life and I cannot take it anymore but I need help 😫😢