I wish I was sleeping, but since I started planning my wedding ive been thinking about my moms(…

I wish I was sleeping, but since I started planning my wedding ive been thinking about my moms( adopted and step) wishing one or both were here to celebrate this special day. I know they'll be there in spirit, but when you lose someone special you wish they hadn't gone. Well that time is now and when I gave birth to all 3 of my kids, but i think they were both there.