My 41 week check up tomorrow 😩 Malakai you little agoraphobic brat haha. I have to get his heart…

My 41 week check up tomorrow 😩 Malakai you little agoraphobic brat haha. I have to get his heart rate monitored for 20 to 30 minutes and have an ultrasound done. 235 dollars later ill go back home to wait until he wants to finally come out. Really praying for some good contractions. This is driving me wild. Shit hurts all the time... I have to pee every single second because hes so low. My bladder hurts so bad even though there's nothing in it... I've tried everything to get him out 😭 I really don't want to have to end up going through a hospital... I'm going through the birthing center for a reason... Come on baby😢