Not sure if I'm ready for tomorrow but its happening as each hours passes and it gets closer my…

Not sure if I'm ready for tomorrow but its happening as each hours passes and it gets closer my heart gets further into my throat. I know he will be fine but seeing your 5 year old baby boy be put under and go through surgery is something that hits the heart and makes you feel like you can't protect your baby even though there's nothing I can do it has to happen 😞😞 can't wait for it to be over love my Abel Baby he's my trooper 💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝