11/5/17 is the day I found out about you, I cried so much baby, becoming your mom is one of my greatest accomplishments,…

11/5/17 is the day I found out about you, I cried so much baby, becoming your mom is one of my greatest accomplishments, yes I was scared, thinking in my head "what if I'm not a good enough mother for you" but you know what? ill be the best damn mother out there! ill love you for the rest of my life & so on. 💙💙💙💙

11/26/17 is the day I got to see you for the first time! I was so happy I cried a lot! you were so little. 💙

12/24/17 is the day I got to hear your heart beat for the first time, 160bpm 💙 , such a strong and loud heart beat. 😘💙.

1/7/18 is the day I felt you kick for the first time, I loved every second of it. 😍

2/9/18 is the day I found out your gender, you were wiggling around on the screen, opening your mouth, you're so precious. I was so excited when the tech told me you were a boy, ill forever love you, ill never ever leave you baby boy. 💙

July 6th is my due date, and the day I get to hold you for the rest of my life. 💙

I love you so much Caysen Alexander. 💙