I'm so scared. I have no job or resume. I have been a stay at home mom. I loose every bit of money I have. I thought the relationship with my kids dad was good but it isn't. He has a new girl. I'm breaking and don't want to break anymore. But I don't know how to feel. It hurts really bad. I have two kids to take care of and nothing. And people in this town don't like to hire. I'm so scared. I just wanted a family and to be loved. But he tells me I'm mental or I'm stupid I don't know anything. He is right on a level I suck at college I have no real skill. I'm so tired. I doubt I'll ever be good enough to have that dream family.