I feel perplexed my son who's 5 goes in for surgery Tuesday to fix the bone cyst we have to be at…

I feel perplexed my son who's 5 goes in for surgery Tuesday to fix the bone cyst we have to be at the hospital by 6,am and we don't drive so we gotta leave here at 530am My mom has said she would take the baby who is 7 weeks old which is great but I feel guilty leaving him pretty much all day . I wanna take him with me and I think I'm going to I just hope it doesn't make things more stressful. God I want can't for Tuesday to come and go so all my babies are home! Blah I hate this feeling💔😞