Sometimes I get sad seeing how easy some people can get pregnant so fast, and how they can have the…

I'm sorry you feel like that hun... Idk what your faith is- but I'm a "Jesus believer" ... I had my son in 2006 (he's now 12)... I was in a terrible relationship with his father- I left his father in August 2007... I was NOT interested in a relationship whatsoever- but September I met my hubby at a baseball event that I wasn't nor was he supposed to go to.... By Oct 2, 2007 we made us official- by January 2008 we bought a house and was hoping to get pregnant by October 2008 IT NEVER HAPPENED!!! We tried for year's!!! Then in 2014 my great grandma ended up having a stroke which caused her front frontal lobe of her brain to dissolve- which means she started suffering from dementia.... I'm a teacher- and I just got my foot into this new school I was hoping to work for... I ended up quitting my job and taking on caring for my grandma full-time... January 2016 I decided- I'm going to look at my options with the doctor about getting my tubes tied or see what my options were bc I didn't want to end up pregnant at 40... I called to make an appointment and I was informed I couldn't get in until April- so I told myself I'll try to get pregnant up until then and if it doesn't happen then it's not meant to be... February 7, 2016 (my step daughters bday) I was feeling odd something told me to take a pregnancy test and it was POSITIVE!!! I was in shock!!! I went to my April 2016 appointment but instead of it being about me getting my tubes tied it was about when I was due to have my baby which the date was supposed to be Oct 21, 2016.... Oct 2, 2016 I gave birth to my daughter Nalanie Vivica Muñiz Exactly 10yrs later her dad and I met and made us exclusive!!! My daughter's 1st bday came Oct 2, 2017- that day was a Monday and her bday party wasn't being held till the 7th... I decided to spend it with my great grandma - IT WAS AN AMAZING DAY! Oct 12- Exactly 10days later I was bathing my grandma at 10am in the morning- she suffered from another stroke and she unexpectedly passed away- she was pronounced dead at 11am...

With all this said- God works in mysterious ways... I believe I wasn't meant to have my daughter until it was the right time... My daughter entered this world as my grandma exited 1yr later... Everything was sudden... God gave as he knew he'd receive another angel... We might not always understand- but everything in the end will connect and make sense... Good luck hun- sorry for my book LoL but I just wanted you to know- there's a plan for you- you'll see soon!

@danielzamor2007 Thank you so much for sharing. This made me cry in a good way I'm so happy to hear you got pregnant again. I do believe in God and I know when he decides I'm ready for my second one I will have my second one. ❤ it is going on a year the 24th since I lost my second child it has been a hard month but I have my beautiful daughter and am getting married in June to my best friend. So I have lots to focus on. ❤

@onthegomomma Just keep faith and it'll all work out! ❤️