I wish I didn't switch back to my old birth control. I was just starting to feel normal from…

I wish I didn't switch back to my old birth control. I was just starting to feel normal from switching birth controls before. now I feel like a crazed bi polar person again 😩 I'm never switching again idc what my insurance saids my doctor can overwrite that because this sucks! I'm snappy at my son, I'm moody and miserable and want to cry and feel mean and this is just no way to live! I am not that person! I feel like saying fuck birth control. I'm not even having sex with anyone anyway!