A cousin from my stepmothers side died in a horrific accident early this morning, and we got word…

A cousin from my stepmothers side died in a horrific accident early this morning, and we got word that my Tata has dementia and is progressing faster than his Dr expected 😞😣 my heart literally feels like it’s in a million pieces. i feel so lost and confused. like why? why are these things happening 😔😔