Idk if it’s the emotions or what but I feel like the only ones that love are my doggies. I just feel…

Idk if it’s the emotions or what but I feel like the only ones that love are my doggies. I just feel like a burden to my partner. He gave a ring to promise to marry me but that’s when he was in school. He’s been out of school a year and I went with him to remake my old wedding ring to a new one for my engagement and wedding ring. But hasn’t officially proposed and we r pregnant. Planned pregnancy. I feel like if he didn’t plan on marrying me he wouldn’t have tried so hard with me to have a baby. But my parents and his mom made it clear we r not married even though we were married for 4 yrs, divorced for 2.5 yrs ( issues that have been resolved with lots of counseling) and back together for 3 years now. I thought everything was perfect and I couldn’t be happier but he’s been on training work trips and I feel like he doesn’t like calling me and I have to force him and that I’m just a burden. I know for fact he’s not cheating! But I’m so emotional and feel scared. Like maybe idk, idk why he hasn’t even proposed officially yet. We had planned to get married June 21 our official wedding date but now that I’m pregnant I want to wait till after baby is born to remarry. But he won’t propose I’m so confused. He will talk about marrying me. I hate all these emotions idk what to think or do. I just want to cry