Feels like we’re back tracking all week xander has wanted me to rub his back to go to sleep rather then going to sleep…

Feels like we’re back tracking all week xander has wanted me to rub his back to go to sleep rather then going to sleep on his own like he used to. He started at a new dayhome on mon so I’m thinking that’s we she does at nap time. It’s so hard hearing him scream for me but I know he can do it. Feeling frustrated