For once I have one picture I like. I actually feel beautiful. I’ve fought very low self esteem most of my life even…

For once I have one picture I like. I actually feel beautiful. I’ve fought very low self esteem most of my life even though I was in beauty pageants and won most of them. I still didn’t feel beautiful enough. I didn’t feel skinny enough and fought with anorexia in middle school and part of high school. To this day I still fight the thoughts of not being beautiful or skinny enough but I know no matter what my boys will love me for who I am as a mother and wife not what I look like. ❤️