I’m so sick of the chaos that is my life 😭 my doctor wants to do some testing for a condition I have…

I’m so sick of the chaos that is my life 😭 my doctor wants to do some testing for a condition I have in a town 2 hrs away but I don’t have the time or the money to drive there. Im planning my own baby shower this weekend, I need to prepare for my maternity shoot and on top of it I’m working two jobs and driving my boyfriend around because he totaled his car in an accident. But doctor is talking about having this baby sooner than later but I need to keep working long as I can because I’m the breadwinner. Stress doesn’t even begin to describe what I feel 😣 just needed to vent