Does anyone else just stay up sometimes and think 'i love my child(ren) so much it hurts' . me being a single mom and never having help or communication from his donor lightweight makes me feel sad because i want to give my child the world because I feel he deserves it. I never want him to hurt or feel sad and unwanted. I want him to love life and never question it. I want him to thank me for trying my hardest to make ends meet for us. For me doing everything in my power to keep him fed and happy as can be. I love him so much!