Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️

I just want his arms wrapped around me one last time and hear words come out of his mouth that arent true "I love you".. I miss him so bad. My first love! My first relationship! He was many of my first and I know today isnt even the hardest day yet.. I literally hate that I love him so much.

My little guy! So in love!! I love doing skin to skin with him and he loves sleeping on his mommy! Wouldn't trade this for the world! ❤💙👣👑

Everyone told me I couldn't spoil my baby when there so little .. but he only wants to sleep in my arms or near me ... Did I spoil him already ? Not that it matters I gave up my awesome career to dedicate my time to him as a Sahm but just wondering ... #1month