Feeling incredibly blessed for my love tonight. He has done so much for me without me even asking.…
Feeling incredibly blessed for my love tonight. He has done so much for me without me even asking. Had a talk with a younger mom going through some things that I have definitely been through and more than once. I’ve been in abusive relationships (mentally, physically, emotionally, etc.), I’ve been in a relationship with someone who used me while he went out with every other woman in this town, I’ve been treated like shit, grew up with a distrust for men from some childhood stuff, name it. And man...somehow I was blessed with this man. I’m in my 30s, divorced and swore I’d never marry again. He changed my mind and my heart when he came along at the least expected time. Maybe it is because he took the time to get to know me before we ever had a relationship, maybe it is just because he is my soulmate, I don’t know.... but I know I have this incredible man that I feel I don’t deserve but tells me it’s the other way around. If I could go back 15 years and tell myself one thing, it would be that the best is yet to come. I have teared up tonight reading some things some ladies have said they are going through. I feel for them so much because I have been there and remember the feelings oh so well. But I’ve also cried a bit just because I am so damn grateful that I went through the things I did; it has made me feel that much more love and so very blessed to be able to fall asleep with him every night. I truly hope he knows how much I love him but part of me just knows he loves me just as much. My heart is so full ❤️
Lulu·
I’m so glad you found yourself someone who treats you right. I went through some similar things. It’s terrible while you’re going through it, but I see it as a season of preparation for something munch better to come along. Glad we’re both on the other side of it now. ❤️
Ry Young·
@lulu85_18, isn’t that the truth??! I make sure to keep moving forward every day but I also make sure I remember how bad things were before just to keep my heart knowing that NOTHING is that bad anymore.