Why why why why whyyyyyyy do we have to be sick AGAIN! We already had the flu and all that jazz. I'm…

Why why why why whyyyyyyy do we have to be sick AGAIN! We already had the flu and all that jazz. I'm pregnant and tired and literally feel like I'm dying. I have no help and I can't fucking do this again. I start my new job on the 8th. I also have to schedule my son to get tubes in his ears and have so many appointments coming up and I've never felt weaker in my whole damn life. This job is serious and I wish I never applied, for every thing to unfold like this and I'm probably gonna lose it.