Hi my name is Raina and I am depressed. My husband is deployed, I am forced to go back to work on…

Hi my name is Raina and I am depressed. My husband is deployed, I am forced to go back to work on the 5th and put my son in daycare. I struggle with postpartum anxiety on the daily, and no matter how much progress I see when I do a side by side comparison, I always see someone I’m disgusted with in the mirror. I’ve suffered from body dysphoria for years. I was at my dream body before I was pregnant and didn’t even know it until now because I honestly looked at myself and thought I needed to lose 20lbs🤦🏽‍♀️ This journey is anything but easy. It’s a constant battle with myself, both mentally and physically. I’m trying to learn to love myself but it’s so hard. I’m posting this because I want anyone else struggling to know they’re not alone and I’m here for you if you need me.