How do u say... I don’t love my kids 😡😡😡 because I have not yet started a future for them or sat a side money or…

How do u say... I don’t love my kids 😡😡😡 because I have not yet started a future for them or sat a side money or something in case I pass away today... how could you say I don’t love my kids enough to Not have money to buy them nice things or make taking them places....😪😪 how can you talk to the mother of your kids like she was someone off the street like words don’t hurt 😔 how can you compare my life style the other mothers out there.... something words I get but not all of them... I wish him nothing but the best but you say I am going to watch you fall and How hard life hurts you.... smh 🤦🏽‍♀️ the moral of my story is how strong I am to put up with this mess so so long and not live🤭😢😢😢