So me and my boyfriend have been together for six years and we have two beautiful girls together., and for the last four years he has had this job where he works out of town Monday through Friday and is only home on the weekends. He has told me several times that he does want to marry me and once even said he has picked out a ring. But while I was pregnant with our second child he cheated on me, this was last July that I found out and I decided to stay with him and try to work it out. I just get tiered of him constantly telling me things and never following through. He has told me for the past three years that he wants to get a job closer to home but even when he takes time off work he never tries to find anther job and has even been offered jobs close to home. When I found out he cheated on me he said that he planed to ask me to marry him on new years. He is always telling me during the week that he is gonna take me out but when the weekend rolls around we sit at home all the time. I just don't know what to do anymore. A part of me still loves him very much (mainly just when he is home) but another part of me is so fed up that I just wanna run away.