I thought I was ok...im not ok....💔

What’s wrong, hun?

@lulu85_18 my son is still in an incubator and I rarely get to hold him...i was ok with it bc I knew it was best for him but all the sudden I'm just heart broken and miss him so much...and I'm so jealous of other moms that get to actually hold him when he's born....

@babymomma2018, that’s a natural feeling. My son was born at 41 weeks, but he was sent to the NICU because he aspirated amniotic fluid. I was a crying mess. I know how you feel. All I wanted to do was hold him and feed him.

Hang in there. He won’t be in there forever. Are you able to visit him?

@lulu85_18 thank you...i am but most the time it hurts even worse to see him and not hold him...especially if he starts crying...i can't help him...

Ik it's not my fault but I just can't stop feeling like I did something wrong for him to be as early as he was...

@babymomma2018, definitely not your fault. I know that helpless feeling you’re dealing with. It will get better. Try to get some rest. ❤️

If you like rap listen to this song it always helps me calm down when I'm not feeling ok

I would be the same way girl - hang in there! 💕. You'll have him in your arms soon , hugs xo

@newmamabear thank you! 💙he's Doing so much better...hes starting to breast feed!! Just wish I could hold him more often

I'm happy he's doing better aww!! I can only imagine that feeling - I would want to hold him all day. Soon though ! ♡