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Extra depressed....my baby is almost 1 month old....my other baby is almost 2 years old, i should be extremely…

Extra depressed....my baby is almost 1 month old....my other baby is almost 2 years old, i should be extremely happy....and yet im not....my grandfather passed in November, i cried miserably while looking at pictures of him yesterday. I cried 4 times because I feel like a failure of a mom. I had a very vivid dream last night of my hubby cheating on me....(he isn't, but it scared me) so this morning I told him about it, i feel like a failure of a wife because things aren't the same as they used to be before the kids were born. I feel like everything is my fault, and that everything is falling apart. My house is a disaster because I just can't get the motivation to clean it. The kids irritate me 24/7 and then I yell at them because I'm irritated....but then feel horrible for yelling at them.... I just feel like crap....and needed to vent.... I'm sorry for the long status....

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dandilioncalalilly

katrina ploszayВ ожидании первенца

See your a great mom and wife. You got this your even taking care of yourself. You are great and everything will be okay. Kids fed and happy all that matters. No one cares about a messy house. No one remembers if there House was messy just if there momma loved them and took care of them

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rayrayh95

RayanneМама двоих (младенец)

@esuteacher I'm planning on going in to the doctor in about a week...just needing to vent a little bit that's all....

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dandilioncalalilly

katrina ploszayВ ожидании первенца

Please call your doctor sounds like postpartum depression, which means it’s not ur fault at all just ur hormones. I struggle with depression normally and they have thing to help.

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