been married for 7 months now and am a very shy person compared to my husband. I met my husband 9…

been married for 7 months now and am a very shy person compared to my husband. I met my husband 9 months after i moved to cape town and haven't made friends of my own who understand my responsibility of being a mom. he gets mad when he wants to go out with the guys and I want to go with... but all I want is companionship other than my babbling 2 year old and crying 4 month old... don't get me wrong... I love my children... just need support