Breast feeding is a full time job I really want to give up already 😢

Second time mommies

Does you whole abdomen feel full and kinda squished? I feel so off and I woke up this morning and my back hurt so I couldn't fall back asleep. Any one else feel "full"?

I also recently found out that I can't take maternity leave only having been at my job since March... I must put in my two weeks when I am ready, and be completely rehired back after baby and recovery from second c section 😰😰😰😰 I'm so worried. What if they don't hire me back, and I have a two year old and an infant and no job. I am terrified about this

So I wanted to name my daughter Serenity & then my brother & parents called me after they had a whole house meeting saying the name “wouldn’t get her a job”.. now I’m back to square one 🙄

What jobs can I do when my partner works full time 8.30-6 only off Sunday and monday :/ but my mom's free Saturdays. I can do nights of late evenings or early mornings no idea what job to get?