I feel like hearing that you tore sounds like a horror story but its tolerable just have to rest and take it easy, plus with pain medicine its getting better everyday, just have to trust your body and def allow people to help you trust me you got this girl don't even worry!!
@imanii.lajoy don't be nervous this was my first baby and honestly I expected it to be waaaay worse than it ended up being...I labored for 15 hrs and broke down and got the epidural which helped a Lot with me dilating then when it was time to push it was more pressure than anything, it was painful but keeping my mind clear and just letting my body do what I needs to do and the nurses/docs/family was hella encouraging. I didn't even feel the tear and is uncomfortable but again looking at your baby makes you forget about it ferreal, its weird lol