So my first month pp I really struggled with feeling alone and isolated even with my husband there.…

So my first month pp I really struggled with feeling alone and isolated even with my husband there. After we got into a routine (and the baby on a schedule) plus I stopped breastfeeding, I finally felt like me again. Then a few weeks later (a week ago) my husband deployed and it’s like all those horrible feelings of isolation came flooding back. In the beginning I thought I might have ppd but after it had stopped I just assumed it was baby blues that lasted a while longer than normal. But now I’m literally having anxiety attacks just from going out to a restaurant with my mother and grandmother. I’ve never ever had an anxiety attack before but I feel like I’m constantly on the verge of one. I’ve only actually had 2 recently, most of the time I just feel my heart race and my chest feels weird all while I feel like I’m about to burst out crying and the only thing on my mind is “I need to go home.” Do you think this is ppd or just anxiety problems?