I know how u feel about it wanting to be pregnant because I was in he same way finally got pregnant and carried my 1st little girl Anna 6m then I started leaking fluid and she was stillborn then got pregnant again and again misscared but much earlier. I rember telling myself I'll never have a family this hurt so bad but year latter came my 1yr old ava and then got pregnant again boom twins no twins r in my family nor my huabund!! Yes naild it lol so my point is try not to stress it will happen when the time is right