I have been emotional these past several weeks and lately I've figured out why. Thankfully my relationship with hubby…

I have been emotional these past several weeks and lately I've figured out why. Thankfully my relationship with hubby has gotten better and boundaries, ground rules are always in thought. Which has also made things less stressful. Anyways all over facebook and YouTube and the world I've seen countless of funny babies and moments that are precious and cherished beyond words can tell. The other day my coworker who is now 3 months pregnant let me feel her baby bump and I broke down crying as I just gently held my hands on her bump. I got so emotional majority of the morning she had to stay clear from me til her shift ended. I kept apologizing and she kept comforting me. I miss being pregnant and even though I have my beautiful baby girl who I do give a lot of my attention and concern and love to I see and feel she wants more than mommy and daddy and outside. And since we can't have animals I (crazily) think she should have someone to be accompanied by. And its not only me wanting another I have actually watched my little girl play with her toys like they are just..nothing. And I mean she doesn't even play anything except jump on us and is always looking for someone else. She has the same look when she looks for mommy and or daddy in crowded places when were home and in front of her. Having kids close to age isn't bad right? Anyone ever gone through this. I don't need criticism or bad judgment. I just need someone to with a help me understand or just advise me with the thought of having another baby. I can't stop crying, treating my little girl as if she's a newborn, and grabbing onto my belly hoping for another baby. I love my daughter and having another doesn't mean I won't love her less. I'm a good mom and I'm a hardworking mom. I just...i just want this empty void gone