I feel like the worse mother ever. I wish I didn’t have to work and could spend all the time with my…

I feel like the worse mother ever. I wish I didn’t have to work and could spend all the time with my new born and 2 yr old. I’m pretty sure my daughter and I both have thrush and I barely noticed yesterday. I’m so upset. I don’t know how long she’s had it, but i know this wouldn’t have happened if I wasn’t working and had the chance to free the nipple. Now she has bronchiolitis and thrush. 😭