I really want a baby with my boyfriend. In my last relationship I lost 4 beautiful children. I think…

I really want a baby with my boyfriend. In my last relationship I lost 4 beautiful children. I think about them everyday. Not many knew about them because I hid everyone. Before those I lost 2 beautiful children. So far I had 2 sets of twins boy girl for both. My single was a girl and my other single I wasn’t that far along so it was just blood. I always think about how life would be if me and my boyfriend had a baby now. I’m 24 and he’s 26. We really want to be financial stable before trying but I really love this guy. His mom always talks about that she’s ready for another grand-baby. He’s a dentist and I’m a makeup artist and a teacher. But both of us live with our parents and we live 3 hours away since I moved off to follow my dreams. But everyday of my life I think of my beautiful angels. I know their watching over me. I hope they are proud of me and smiling over me.