Tbh I don’t know what to do anymore. Caught my husband again for the thousandth time messaging three…

Tbh I don’t know what to do anymore. Caught my husband again for the thousandth time messaging three different women last night asking them to meet up for drinks and sex while he is in New Orleans for the night not only that but he also wants to remind me that I’m fat and not as attractive as I was before having kids and being pregnant...... and I found out that the night he left the hotel while we were in New Orleans with him an he went out for hours to the “casino” he was also messaging someone to meet for sex and drinks. I’m not exactly sure what I’m suppose to do anymore. Course he says he’s never cheated and won’t cheat on me but to be honest I dont believe him anymore especially since this isn’t the first time I’ve caught him talking to other women he’s done it since we first got together. Idk why I put up with it. Idk why I married him anymore. And idk if I want to be married to him anymore....to say in heart broken and lost is an understatement. I literally feel like I could cry forever