Sent my hubby a sweet text. Damn baby I miss you so much. Time really needs to hurry up so you can be home with me. I keep finding myself looking at our pictures and still can't believe how lucky I am to have a wonderful awesome amazing man like you to love me as much as you do baby love. I love you so much. I appreciate everything you do for me baby. I can't thank you enough baby love. Always for I am grateful for you baby. You are the best thing that has ever happen to me baby love..
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

1day 20hr 46min .. As the time winds down I'm getting more && more nervous. So many questions running thru my head. Will you love me as much as I love you? Will I be a good mother? Will I know what to do right away? Will you know who I am when you first see me? I don't know what I am doing exactly but I promise I will try my hardest to be the best mommy I can be. I am so anxious && I can't wait to meet you my sweet Sincere Amor.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Double Digits!!!
I am so excited I am down double digits....99 days until I meet my baby love.... How many days do you have left?