There are days when i feel like a horrible mother. Whether to my 10 years old daughter or to my baby…

There are days when i feel like a horrible mother. Whether to my 10 years old daughter or to my baby boy who is still in my belly. I wish that i could had shown my daughter a healthier lifestyle as she grew up, and showed her how to make healthier eating choices. I wish that i could had done them myself because then maybe i would have a happier pregnancy experience and know that my son is not at risk for anything.

With so many complications i pray to God and lay our hopes in his hands because he knows what's best for us!

After this pregnancy theres no more "I want to look good so im going to lose some weight"... it's more like "I still have a long life to live and my kids to protect, so i'm going to make healthier choices"!