I would honestly never wish this pain on anybody, not even my worst enemy! I can't sleep, my stomach…

I would honestly never wish this pain on anybody, not even my worst enemy! I can't sleep, my stomach and chest hurts so bad! I've had 3 kids, 1 was a very hard labor and me and my son both almost died, I've had 2 epidurals and still felt everything, and one natural labor and this pain is worse than all 3 labors..I don't know why this is happening to me and I'm not sure I'll ever get an answer to why! 😭😭