I feel like I'm not very good at this whole being a parent thing... Which is a complete heartbreak…

My emotions are everywhere, I've never had this little patients, and I need help. But everywhere I search its just folks looking for likes, too busy to care to have a real conversation, and my only family is my grandmother whos on the other side of the country

I feel the same at times. I let my emotions get the best of me. But have gotten better. And it's harder with no one to talk to. If I complain to my family they think there's something wrong with me. 😞

@misswiggles we complain because something feels like its not right, It sucks trying to communicate and work out issues when no one else seems to see that there really is one. But hey if you ever need someone to talk to I'll definitely listen without passing any judgment :)

@familygrown omg yes. And there's some things I want to work on together with my fiancé but because he's happy im supposed to be happy too. But it just feels like somethings missing sometimes. Hes most of what I complain about. Haha but I still love him and wouldn't leave him for him being a dumb guy sometimes.

Thank you 😊 and same with you. I don't judge and I'm a good listener.

@misswiggles I actually had a furious breakdown on my husband yesterday about this very matter (accountability and communication) it got to the point that I had to call Nanny (my grandmother) shes 89 and is in a timezone 3hrs ahead... Shes always been my go to but at her age she shouldn't have to defuse the issues of a 27yrold and my husband, shes not going to be around forever.

It's hard to talk about issues with someone thats aiding in causing them, especially when you want to work on those things together but the other side doesn't see the problem. Even though its sunday I made a call to a therapist in hopes to get a call back tomorrow...

My overall feelings of the day sum up to- "Geeze crazy life, ease up a little - would ya?"

@misswiggles also, THANK YOU! I think/hope we can certainly become friends :D

@familygrown my go to person is my sister but she just gave birth a week ago and I know she's tired. I've been thinking about seeing a therapist too just so I can vent. I wish I could talk to my grandma but she's the worse in the family. Haha she's so judgy.

It does make it hard when the other person doesn't think anything is wrong. Like it's hard to explain that we are happy but not happy to a guy.