I love my son so much! And I really try to be the best mom I can be. I know I need to work on my…

I love my son so much! And I really try to be the best mom I can be. I know I need to work on my patience ( what parent doesn't?!) but sometimes I feel like I'm so short with him like some times I have negative patience to deal with him and then other times my patience is wonderful! Or it goes from low to none real quick. I feel so bad for this and it sometimes makes me feel like a bad mom 😟 it's just so hard sometimes dealing with him by myself all the time with the way he is especially lately. I'm also suffering from some kind of hormonal imbalance which is making me kind of all over the place too, which doesn't help.