@royal1184 thanks girly.

@royal1184 see I was on the meds to and all it did was make me want to sleep and not really get up. And when I try to talk to someone or my other half they all seem like they don't understand what I'm going though or like they don't care I don't know. It's just hard and I need a little help with it all.

@roguemommyofjx3 thanks for the advice and I wish I could but I travel to much to do that.

@donnydayb yea. Seek help love. Go to the doctors and see a therapist.

@roguemommyofjx3 see I've tired so many things and it only works for so many times.

@royal1184 how do you deal with it

I actually have a good supoort system but some times its not enough. I've actually done things no one should to cope but I'm learning other ways like working out. I also hold me daughters and remind myself they need me to stay strong.