I’m really in a difficult situation and depression is taking control over me.
I’ve been in a relationship for 5 years and known him for 6 years we have been living together for 3 years and we have a 3 year old son. My boyfriend has been seeing this other girl for almost a year now and I found out in November. Ever since I found out my life has been even more of an living hell. Long story short! He has been swearing up and down he hasn’t been talking to her but a few days ago he fell asleep and of course I went through his phone and he has her saved under a guys name that I know he talks too so I wouldn’t think nothing of it but the message that “Ben” sent said “I’m two days late” Of course I’m pissed I wake him up he is swearing he is sorry blah blah blah. Tbh I don’t know how to handle this and I’m losing my mind until I find out if she is pregnant or not. We are supposed to move to Cali the end of February and all of this is happening at the craziest time. I know I’m not the only one who’s been through something like this but I’ve been through so much that this has me at my breaking point. I really think I need a therapist.