I sort of want another baby because she is so freaking cute! Like it's hard taking care of her at…

I sort of want another baby because she is so freaking cute! Like it's hard taking care of her at times considering hubby isn't very much help with all he works, and adopted sister refuses to help now, but God I love every moment with her. I miss be pregnant, feeling kicks, giving birth, seeing her for the first time, seeing the ultrasound all of it. As much as I want one I don't want to risk losing the next one. I'm anemic and that causes problems for me and baby. Plus I have to work full time so it wouldn't be fair to them. Hubby isn't ready yet. Like it's 50/50 want/not want.