Long story about before and after having wyatt just drives me crazy his dad think he can get away…

Long story about before and after having wyatt just drives me crazy his dad think he can get away with treating me like crap

i found out i was pregnant on 7th January 2017 was a big shock as i recently lost my gran in December 17th 2016 was hard to get my head rapt around fact im pregnant and my gran never able to meet her grandchild.

when i found out i told my mum she was happy and overwhelmed but she there for me from beginning but my baby dad didnt give a crap he didnt believe I was pregnant between stress of that and not greeving for my gran passing i been in and out of Hosptial about three days later of finding out im pregnant i was bleeding alot like a fountain with clots was most scary thing ever really thought i was losing my baby but thank goodness i never.

i went to Hosptial that time and had a ultrasound and saw wee tiney spot that were my baby was got told everything fine it just baby was implanted it self so all good.

the following week i had to go back in for another one to make sure my baby was growing thank goodness all good and growing healthy.

two weeks later had to go back again ti make sure heartbeat is beating but that time before like day before i was bleeding again and you know what like when bleeding so much can't help panic i had bad cramps at that time and i went in on my appointment and my strong wee boy was so strong and had a good strong heart beat so happy that everything was good.

i told my baby dad about everything and he didnt care my mum got him in middle of the town Which she not like that and said where the f** have you been he made excuses long story short he was never there for me from beginning he said i don't need to step up untill (ITS) born me being old fashion but no you should be there from the beginning i think.

he ended up saying he doesnt care and hope my baby dies and denys it to his mother and friends i had nothing but hassle from his friends and his mother throughout my pregnancy i never even really got a chance of enjoying my pregnancy cause of them as been constantly in and out of hospital had galstational diabetes and that just been rough.

i didnt find out what i was having my baby was due on 14th September 2017 but i had a concoltant appointment on 7th September 2017 to talk about getting induced as was safer for me.

I went to my appointment and saw midwife first and found out i had a extremely high blood pressure and my baby heart beat and mine was raised quite abit i got rushed into Hosptial and talking to doctors they doing test and asking me alot of questions found out i had preaclamcia i got told i wont be leaving Hosptial untill have my baby.

i got induce 9pm on 7th and on 9th finally broken my waters at 9.20am on 9th September by 3 pm i was fully dialatied waited hr and started to push for over hr but nothing my baby heart kept dropping and my blood pressure was still high manage to keep it down bit as got giveing this blood pressure tablets can take while pregnant.

so it was 6pm and got told that might have to have c section i started to cry...

the doctor she said that my baby was on my back with his back and so far up so she said she going to try to turn my baby around but couldn't as kept going back round on his back against my back and to far up for forceps delivery so had to get c section.

i had everything all pain relief but epadural didnt work on one side so as i was getting c section gave me a spinal was awake and finally got to meet my little suprise then in that moment found out i had a baby boy he so elert day he born.

his name is Wyatt Thomson West weight 7lb 1oz born at 7.38pm

my mum was in room with me was such a magical experience specially as not found out the sex.

but after that about few hours later i was ln oxygen as was really low and on antibiotics no idea for what but they wanted to take Wyatt away to test his bloods and give him two types of antibiotics to make sure he not got infection from me i was so low and crying hopeing he be ok but thank goodness he was all good as they took him off it as his results came back clear i had to stay in for whole week got to come home on 14th late at night and week later got letter they sent to my doctor telling them i got treated for septis and wyatt had prevent treatment incase he had it was most scary thing to find out i had septis but all good now mum told me and doctors said im so lucky to be here.

but all of that i wouldn't change Wyatt is my everything love him to bits.

but with wyatt dad he not seen him and not allowed as got a lawyer and getting delt by my lawyer i Will never forgive him for wishing my son not to be here can't understand why people is saying that nasty stuff.