So venting here .. every time I hear someone getting married and planning a wedding I get jealous .. I was pregnant then…

So venting here .. every time I hear someone getting married and planning a wedding I get jealous .. I was pregnant then got engaged and then married in less than a year and that was almost 7 years ago and til this day I will always feel my husband only put a ring on it cuz he knocked me up .. I wish this feeling would go away .. I know he loves me but I just feel he has too cuz i mothered his children .. and it makes my brain think and think and get me upset about stupid shit .. ugh I hate feeling like this .. did anyone get married while being pregnant also and felt fine with it ..